Fitinaphobia is the name of a disease, actually more of a syndrome or complex, which I completely made up. Originally I called it differentitus, but I think that fitinaphobia is a better name for what it represents. If you’re confused it breaks down like this. Fit-in phobia, the fear of fitting in. I use it to describe people who absolutely cannot stand fitting in with the crowd. These are people who have an innate desire and necessity to be different from everyone else around them.
Perfect Analogy
I finally found a short way of saying something I’ve been trying to express in fewer words for a long time. Mainly it relates to my hatred of most modern MMOs, but also to all video games which lack game substance and only have theme. I came up with it because I was talking with someone who said they played WoW because it was funny. Anyway, here is the analogy:
How I Blog
Way back before blogging existed I had a geocities site. This was like, 8th grade mind you. I had some sections, video games was the big one, but opinions was another. It still exists on-line somewhere, but I can’t find it with google. Some of my friends found it a few years back. I wrote some pretty crazy stuff back in those days. I still host the final incarnation of the video game site on this server though, it wasn’t half bad, and it still gets hits oddly enough.
Easy Money for PC Game Developers
I was thinking today. PC gaming has been in a huge rut. First I was largely an NES gamer. Then I moved to the 16 bit era with a nice mix of the two systems, even though I owned a genesis. Then a long stretch of PC gaming on my 486 and then my Pentium III. Now most of my Gaming is Gamecube, GBA and DS. PC gaming fell by the wayside. I got a newer faster computer, but the only PC game I really played was Steam. I played a few demos of newer games, but Steam was the end all of PC gaming. This year the only PC games even on the radar are Half-Life 2, Doom3 and the Pirates! game. And I’ve bought none of the three.
I’m Bi-Political
It seems that no matter what aspect of life you look at people have create a geometric, visual or mathematical model to describe it. Politics is the big one. The model of politics is a straight line. On the right side of this line is the craziest fascist and on the left I guess there’s an anarchist. In the middle are the centrists and so forth. It seems that models like this have good and bad effects. The good is that it gives people a context in which to think about things. It’s a lot easier to relate things to each other when you have a visual model in which to place them. It’s hard to think about ambiguous model-less things. If you can envision it its much easier, that’s why comprehending god or infinity or four dimensional objects is so hard. The bad is that it restricts thinking about the particular subject to the model we have chosen. So if we choose a straight line for our political model, but someone comes up with a new view that doesn’t fit in the model it gets discarded. People have as hard a time understanding it as they do the concept of infinity because it doesn’t fit in their ingrained visual model.
Domain Acquired
So, since I’m not going to live at college forever, I had to make some arrangements since this server is located in my on-campus apartment. And even more because after February I will finish classes and leave RIT as a student, probably forever. So the first step was to get a domain. This is mainly so people don’t get lost when the machine changes ip addresses, which it is likely to do a few more times. So, please update all your bookmarks from protoman.rh.rit.edu to apreche.net. Soon I am going to acquire hosting from someplace and move my website and e-mail there. Once that is all set I will be free to roam around the world until I find a job and settle in. Then eventually I’ll get commercial DSL or FTTP (fiber to the premises) and buy a new server to host my own stuff again. If I get a good job I’ll get a nice Dual AMD-64 server of awesome, oh yeah!
Clash of Cultures
At the beginning of human history there was one human culture. People were just like animals. Goldfish as a species don’t categorize themselves into different groups of goldfish. You never see goldfish grouping up in opposite ends of a fish tank. They are all usually pretty well distributed throughout the shared living space. But due to our advanced human society we categorize ourselves. We break off and categorize ourselves into groups which don’t always get along with each other.